The expansion of this universe unconsciously, irresponsibly, was repeatedly called by me, until the time came in my life, when I woke up to the realization that I was dependent on the Divine intervention of a higher being ... then there was growth.
Growth is an act of exile, a process, an event from which there are many manifestations, of which one is a student. The emergence of an embryo / fetus in the womb into this universe, the culmination of pregnancy, the ability to focus on Braxton Hicks; contracts, loosening of amniotic fluid, membrane removal / dignity, the origin of pain and possible endurance, cervical dilatation, childbirth, childbirth maneuvers in the birth canal, taming anger because the lyre was once the rage, expulsion of the fetus, placenta, discontinuous delivery, episiotomy ... birth ... the highest form and potential for growth.
Bringing life, any occurrence, is parallel to the birth of all the virtues ... of growth; tolerance, courage, wisdom, grace, the embodiment of spiritual growth. The birth of the spirit / soul provides a transition to eternity, the birth of thought, rationalization, consciousness ... I say this not only for having given birth to six children in the world, but for every life experience, negative or positive, that shaped me, determined who I became, what virtues were born within, culminating in the birth of all kinds. I will tell you about childbirth, because this is what contributed to me, the birth of many other species, especially spiritual growth.
For the first time, I was young / cautious, my child had a shutter, I had a cesarean section, a traumatic delivery, I gave birth to a blind child with clots to her brain and kidney problems, as well as on the apag scale. Three days later she died, I died, I was injured, I began to break ... I accepted, I prayed. It was the birth of humility. The second time, fearing death, I had a vaginal birth after giving birth to a cesarean section (VBAC), I gave birth to a healthy boy. I was delighted, breastfeeding vomited a rift, bleeding nipples / constricting uterus, I soon lost sleep, destabilized, controlled and controlled determination. It was the birth of love. The third time, fearing pain, the child was in the back, acupuncture did not mention agonizing agony of the back, I gave birth to a blue, moaning, healthy boy who grew up to be intelligent / dyslexic. I fasted, I became strong, I began to study the depths of my mind, it was the birth of patience.
For the fourth time, fearing the unknown, caused for eighteen hours, without the onslaught of labor, I gave birth to a healthy boy born in the “tail” who has spiritual significance in defense against the forces of evil, scratchy, a sign of good luck, a child destined for greatness. I was meditating, I became fearless. It was the birth of courage and wisdom. For the fifth time, I prayed for nine months, advised me to terminate the pregnancy because of German Measles. Unlike me, I was bleeding, suffering nausea, until childbirth was born for three minutes.
I stayed at home until all my mother duties were fulfilled. I gave birth to a healthy girl, with my umbilical cord wrapped around her neck four times. She grew up to be beautiful and slightly dyslexic.
I was healed, cleansed, rejuvenated, my soul was born, the awakening of my consciousness, it was the birth of faith. The sixth time I was invincible / confident. I separated, I surrendered to the act of birth, a natural act. I had a natural pedigree and a bold birth of a healthy girl, myself, the gynecologist missed delivery.
I realized that my spiritual being, living energy, the forces of the Earth and the Supernatural Deity all intertwine, they all define who I will be, who I become, regardless of useless fears / useless anxiety, as the essence of my soul evolves, it was the birth of perception. At birth of any kind, after trauma, shock and drug use, after any emotional extremes, after which I feel satisfied and reassuring yesterday, today and tomorrow, to be honored, to declare the birth of gratitude, to the birth of another age, to I I get tired or go out when my body is resting, but I will not, because even in death there is a birth, the emergence of eternity and a birth within, that is, the spiritual growth of people whose life I influenced in a positive way.
